it was exactly
what I didn't want
a room
an excuse
a place to go on living
without
really any aspirations at all.
I guess
it was
another man's dream
I was
thinking
of.
I am here.
I am in this chair.
My wife
is in the other chair,
next to me.
This.
yes.
this
is
what I was thinking of.
(silent sound of heart expanding).
July 2014 AKW